He Puts the Broken Pieces back together

I've thought about sharing all day, and was a little hesitant, but why not share what God has done?!

Depression and anxiety are no joke, and they come in waves. Often, they build up slowly, and you don’t even realize it because you've learned how to mask it. Other times, they hit fast, leaving you little time to respond.

But God!

I was consumed with my thoughts, anxieties, decisions, and the uncertainty of what’s next. I felt crippled, followed by guilt, shame, and so much more I wasn’t even aware of. I noticed something wasn't right. I wasn’t feeling like myself. I felt tormented and pleaded for help. I would try to praise and pray, but I didn’t have the strength nor could quiet my mind. (And as a therapist, I know the tools and what to do!) Yet, I couldn’t even access those tools. But one thing I did know is not to give in or give up. All I could do was cry, and the only words I could barely speak were, "Lord, in my weakness, make me strong. My mind belongs to you." As the days passed I Kept holding His words close to my heart.

God kept whispering, Rest. Trust. And while I tried, I still felt so weak. But God is so good—He places people around us who speak life when we can't. I’m so grateful for those who noticed and didn't let me fall deeper. ( if you see someone off reach out, and pray, you can be used by God to speak life)

God knows everything. He had already set the stage for me to attend a women’s retreat. And guess what? He was already preparing the soil! During worship, I surrendered and said, "Let your will be done." “As deer pants for streams of water, my soul cries out for you oh Lord” In an instant, His fire swept through me, pulling up things that had been deeply rooted. If that wasn't enough, He called me out of a crowd and sealed the word given, removing the rejection, pain, and heaviness of my heart to solidify his greatness. To activate once again the fire and desire to fulfill His calling over my life. That no one can’t stop it.

I don’t know what’s next but I know I will keep declaring His promises and I am free.

God is a God of miracles! I could probably write a whole book about this month. He is always speaking, always healing. Even when you don’t have the strength, keep seeking Him. He is there for you! It’s okay to reach out for help—you don’t have to do it alone. But first, seek God, and you will find Him.

He will set you free and give you more than you ever imagined. When the son sets you free you are free indeed.

Don’t give up!